prof. humbert humbert

2012-01-29T17:09:00.000+01:00

2011-11-19T23:31:00.000+01:00

2011-10-15T19:22:00.000+02:00

2011-09-18T16:55:00.002+02:00

2011-08-05T00:07:00.000+02:00

2011-08-03T22:26:00.000+02:00

2011-08-03T21:48:00.000+02:00

i don't have the drugs to sort it out..

2011-08-03T20:59:00.000+02:00

separation

your absence has gone through me

like thread through a needle.

everything i do is stitched with its color.

w.s.merwin

2011-08-01T21:17:00.002+02:00

on vacation in my head

2011-07-24T17:52:00.000+02:00

Isolation made me in its own image. The presence of another person - one person is all it takes - immediately slows down my thinking and, just as in a normal person contact with others acts as a stimulus to expression and speech, in me that contact acts as a counter-stimulus, if such a word exists. When I’m alone I can come up with endless bon mots, acerbic ripostes to remarks no one has made, sociable flashes of wit exchanged with no one; but all this disappears when I’m confronted by another human being. I lose all my intelligence, I lose the power of speech and after a while all I feel like doing is sleeping. Yes, talking to people makes me feel like sleeping. Only my spectral and imagined friends, only the conversations I have in dreams, have reality and substance and in them the spirit is present like an image in a mirror.

2011-07-21T22:28:00.001+02:00

so viele unbegriffene möglichkeiten

2011-06-30T00:37:00.000+02:00

my life

2011-06-19T15:57:00.000+02:00

2011-06-19T15:53:00.000+02:00

wenn du nicht ernst genommen wirst
und nichts dagegen machen kannst
weil du nicht alles haben kannst

aber zu schwach
um zu überzeugen

ist es zu spät

warumwarumwarum

2011-06-01T21:15:00.000+02:00

2011-05-20T18:07:00.000+02:00

When you take your pill

it's like a mine disaster.

I think of all the people

lost inside you.

2011-05-11T15:19:00.000+02:00

where i want to be is somewhere far away

and I've already been there

and I'm more distraught than ever.

2011-04-26T12:21:00.001+02:00

shyness is nice and shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you would like to

kindness is nice and kindness can stop you from saying all the things in life you would like to
spending warm summer days indoors writing frightening verse to a buck-toothed girl in luxembourg

nature is a language - cant you read?

2011-04-25T20:56:00.002+02:00

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Madame de Pompadour

2011-04-24T01:15:00.000+02:00

2011-04-22T15:13:00.002+02:00

she is clever

less

2011-04-20T15:33:00.000+02:00

diese ganze häßlichkeit in ihm, in seinem geist.

aber häßlichkeit hat einen charakter, gonzalo, sie ist wie die karikaturen von george grosz, von goya.

ich halte mich an die welt der künstler, denn die andere ist voller schrecken, und ich sehe kein heilmittel für sie.

die tagebücher der anais nin 2

6. auflage mai 1980: 55. bis 70. tausend
fünfzig cent

2011-04-18T18:45:00.000+02:00

Wild willow,

windy winter

won't you blow through me

My whole eternity

2011-04-16T13:56:00.001+02:00

Zurück ins Licht, der Sonne entgegen.
Ist es kalt da wo du stehst,
dann fang an dich zu bewegen.
Halb so schlimm, damit lässts sich leben,
vielleicht auch nicht, vielleicht auch gerade eben.

2011-04-11T00:19:00.001+02:00

cos your smile is beautiful and it makes me....

happy

2011-03-29T23:01:00.000+02:00

You had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare
You were just a little kid, and they cut your hair
Then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying
They should have listened, they thought that you were lying
Daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up
Built the gears in your head, now he greases them up
And no one paid attention when you just stopped eating
"Eighty-seven pounds!" and this all bears repeating

Tell me when you think that we became so unhappy
Wearing silver rings with nobody clapping
When we moved here together we were so disappointed
Sleeping out of tune with our dreams disjointed
It killed me to see you getting always rejected
But I didn't mind the things you threw, the phones I deflected
I didn't mind you blaming me for your mistakes
I just held you in the door-frame through all of the earthquakes
But you packed up your clothes in that bag every night
And I would try to grab your ankles (what a pitiful sight)
But after over a year, I stopped trying to stop you
From stomping out that door
Coming back like you always do
Well no one's going to fix it for us, no one can
You say that, "No one's going to listen, and no one understands"

So there's no open doors and there's no way to get through
There's no other witnesses, just us two

There's two people living in one small room
From your two half-families tearing at you
Two ways to tell the story (no one worries)
Two silver rings on our fingers in a hurry
Two people talking inside your brain
Two people believing that I'm the one to blame
Two different voices coming out of your mouth
While I'm too cold to care and too sick to shout

2011-03-26T22:36:00.001+01:00

2011-03-20T15:57:00.000+01:00

i want 2b 8teen

2011-03-12T01:41:00.000+01:00

but i like anticipation.

2011-02-27T12:06:00.000+01:00

2011-02-27T12:04:00.000+01:00

2011-02-17T01:30:00.001+01:00

STOP BEING SO BEAUTIFUL

2011-02-12T15:09:00.000+01:00

2011-02-12T02:00:00.000+01:00

the perfect life.

2011-02-07T22:41:00.000+01:00

2011-02-06T14:22:00.000+01:00

“ Yohji Yamamoto is fed up with casual. He wants men to dress up, not down. “I think current fashion is too American. It’s T-shirts and shorts all the time. I think we need some proper elegance to enhance the atmosphere a bit.” […] “

I think perfection is ugly. Somewhere in the things humans make, I want to see scars, failure, disorder, distortion.

2011-02-06T14:06:00.000+01:00

2011-02-04T22:27:00.000+01:00

she wanted to die and she wanted to live in paris. gustave flaubert

no inspiration

2011-01-30T03:19:00.000+01:00

there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it’s too late
and there’s nothing worse
than
too late.

2011-01-25T18:56:00.000+01:00

2011-01-23T23:46:00.001+01:00

i like sleeping in your bed
i like knowing what is going on inside your head
i like taking time
and i like your mind
and i like when your hand is in mine
...
and my heart skips a beat every time that we meet
its been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
but then youre back and i am fine
cos youre with me
and im in love with you
and i cant find the words to make it sound unique
but honestly you make me strong
i cant believe ive found someone this kind
i hope youll carry on
cos youre so nice
and im in love with you..

2011-01-23T22:27:00.000+01:00

so he's in china..... bitches.

2011-01-22T14:58:00.000+01:00

givenchy men fw 11-12 perfection

2011-01-22T14:36:00.000+01:00

2011-01-21T13:12:00.000+01:00

my favourites of paris fashion week so far

(click on the pictures to see hq; all 5120 x ~3000)

dries van noten!

rick owens!

and yohji yamamoto!

2011-01-18T12:22:00.000+01:00

2011-01-18T12:21:00.000+01:00

2011-01-17T22:49:00.001+01:00

2011-01-17T15:29:00.001+01:00

2011-01-17T14:41:00.001+01:00

2011-01-17T11:33:00.001+01:00

parfois j’aimerais mourir tellement j’ai voulu croire

parfois j’aimerais mourir pour ne plus rien avoir

2011-01-17T11:04:00.002+01:00

I just deleted so much but how can you delete THIS.

2011-01-15T13:53:00.001+01:00

2011-01-15T13:26:00.001+01:00

2011-01-15T03:21:00.001+01:00

"You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet." Franz Kafka

2011-01-14T23:41:00.000+01:00

2011-01-13T18:56:00.000+01:00

2011-01-12T23:03:00.000+01:00

jil sander spring 11

2011-01-12T23:01:00.000+01:00

2011-01-12T22:59:00.000+01:00

2011-01-12T22:53:00.000+01:00

simon kotyk

2011-01-11T22:39:00.000+01:00

2011-01-08T18:16:00.000+01:00

daul kim and clement chabernaud.

2011-01-08T04:47:00.002+01:00

2011-01-08T04:41:00.000+01:00

i love jil sander and raf simons and clement chabernaud. so i'm happy.

2011-01-08T04:34:00.001+01:00

this week was over far too fast.

2011-01-08T04:28:00.001+01:00

clement chabernaud + jil sander

2010-12-31T04:42:00.001+01:00

Ann Demeulemeester FW 08.09

2010-12-29T11:12:00.000+01:00

my rainy days

2010-12-27T03:03:00.000+01:00

jil sander men ss 2010

this makes me come so hard oh my god

i love jil sander

2010-12-27T00:21:00.000+01:00

rick owens f/w 08/09

2010-12-24T23:37:00.001+01:00

merry christmas.. not.

2010-12-23T15:45:00.000+01:00

christmas outfit and my old old equestrian boots haha

2010-12-22T16:34:00.001+01:00

“I’m so lonely.”
Daul Kim; Define yourself in three words

2010-12-20T22:38:00.002+01:00

zara

2010-12-20T22:11:00.000+01:00

♥

2010-12-19T00:26:00.000+01:00

I found a lovely hotel in Paris by accident (its in a street where Daul Kim lived). Monday until Friday, 4 nights, for only 435.84 € in my birthday week ♥

~She lived and killed herself there :(~

R.I.P.

2010-12-19T00:09:00.000+01:00

"She expressed herself in many different ways, Until she lost control again. And walked upon the edge of no escape, And laughed I’ve lost control." - Joy Division

2010-12-18T18:36:00.000+01:00

urgh i didnt buy anything it was awful full and disgusting so i started to hustle everybody. only bought food at the christmas market and my mum bought me a cute bracelet made of a silver fork ♥

8tracks

2010-12-18T01:20:00.000+01:00

2010-12-18T00:20:00.000+01:00

im making a new playlist for 8tracks atm and tomorrow im going shopping and i hope for new shoes. shoes are the only sort of clothing that im really attracted to these days.

2010-12-17T23:41:00.000+01:00

2010-12-17T23:27:00.001+01:00

2010-12-17T23:09:00.001+01:00

maybe this world is another planets hell.

2010-12-16T17:13:00.004+01:00

a gif of my newest skirt that i bought last week at a vintage flea market. acne-like for 15€.

a lovely bag by Céline

new misfits episode tonight. i adore iwan rheon and robert sheehan

2010-12-16T16:46:00.008+01:00

karla spetic. i really enjoy the runway prints.

i want a skirt with this picture. or flowers or a street of paris.

2010-12-15T22:47:00.000+01:00

marcelina sowa for givenchy

2010-12-15T21:43:00.000+01:00

ACNE Dolphin draped silk wrap dress €440

ACNE Hybria leather wedge boots €430

2010-12-15T21:38:00.000+01:00

Jil Sander Belted cashmere coat €2,540

Emilio Pucci Stretch-wool dress €960.10

2010-12-15T21:34:00.000+01:00

Miu Miu Cotton and silk crepe de Chine dress €550

Miu Miu Bow-embellished suede gloves €250

2010-12-15T21:27:00.000+01:00

Yves Saint Laurent Asymmetric crepe cape €1,290

Yves Saint Laurent suede dress €2,550

Yves Saint Laurent belted pink silk dress €990

2010-12-15T21:18:00.000+01:00

proenza schouler black pleated wool-blend skirt €705.09

2010-12-15T20:35:00.002+01:00

♥♥ john galliano ♥♥

2010-12-14T22:34:00.000+01:00

acne and jil sander are my favourites atm.

2010-12-14T20:48:00.002+01:00

I'm afraid of everyone, I'm afraid of everyone

But I don't have the drugs to sort
I don't have the drugs to sort it out
Sort it out
I don't have the drugs to sort it out
Sort it out

the national - afraid of everyone

2010-12-14T20:22:00.000+01:00

erotic shoes

2010-12-13T23:51:00.000+01:00

2010-12-13T23:37:00.001+01:00

oh acne ss 11

2010-12-13T23:25:00.000+01:00

2010-12-13T23:15:00.000+01:00

oh a ghost